i think everyone deserves someone in their life who would drop everything for you when you need them
and if you can't find it in a partner, just rearrange to find it in parents
it slips my mind how easily you can lose someone you love and need, and how you will lose them
and i don't know what i'll do without that unconditional support

it is no fault but my own that i am this broken

idk.

“Some men see things as they are and say why – I dream things that never were and say why not.”– George Bernard Shaw

I just think this perfectly and quite beautifully explains my purpose in this life

yup
just a waste

the only thing i'm good at is wasting my emotions

when was the last time i felt this hopeless about absolutely everything

i need to get my shit together

Whys everything such a struggle

Ah this familiar feeling 

What a bad day to be a bad day

still trying

I am finding it difficult to see the light down this tunnel.

Find someone who supports you wherever you are at lol
And helps you get to where you want to be instead of focusing on how far away you are