you know those days when your head can't even wrap around everything that's going on and you're trying your best but everything you do and say just somehow goes wrong and nobody really gets you and your intentions get misread and your jokes turn into arguments and words turn into daggers and you're kinda just too tired to defend yourself anymore and then everything you thought you could believe in starts clouding up with doubt and you feel like everything is slipping out of your hands and your hands just go numb and you just can't fix your grip

yeah
i know those days, too