i've been feeling nothing more than mediocre lately...
college has been makin me feel pretty inadequate
and if not inadequate, i'm merely average
i know grades aren't supposed to define everything
but sometimes it feels like it does define a heck of a lot
and this is only the beginning of it
after grades, it'll be internships, diff positions, etc
how else am i supposed to define my ability, my worth

idk
i have no idea
(too often)