Sunday, October 18, 2015

I guess I used to blog A LOT, because words served as comfort to me.
And now... I just don't need that much of comfort anymore.
I kinda have everything that I need to make, and keep, me happy.

It's been a while.

I last posted September 11. That was over a month ago...
Time has really just flown - cliche, but there's really no other way to say it.

I moved into RH 573 on September 15.
It's overwhelming just to think about what this signified for me.
Yeah, it's "the beginning of a new chapter," I think anyone can say that.
But for me... it's so much more. Honestly, it's like the beginning of my life.
This is all I have been waiting for. All I have been working towards.
I wanted to make it here so badly, because I knew that's the only way I'd be able to live,
truly live. I am now on my own.

And yet, I'm not on my own at all.
I can hardly ever put into words how grateful I am to have him.
How do you even equate common combinations of letters
to the value of the ever-growing compilation of smiles, laughter, memories, love?
It's hard to believe that I met this kid only 6 months ago as of today,
he knows me inside and out like no other would, or would bother to.
And still... it's hard to believe that I met this kid 6 months ago already,
he makes everything feel so timeless; everyday still feels so brand new.
I call it magic, the way he makes time freeze yet fly all at once.
I'm just so lucky to be able to love and be loved like this,
to know what it's like to feel this lucky to have my someone special.
And even though words don't suffice, I could go on and on, really...
All while knowing it'd never be quite enough to say just how much he means to me.

Hmm, what else... school is school.
College work is just a bunch of reading, to sum it up very neatly.
Though extra-curricular wise, I've learned quite a bit - not so much in the fields yet,
but more so in just the fact of having taken the opportunities presented to me.
I'm very blessed to have people who encouraged and pushed me on
when I questioned my candidacy and qualifications.
If I never took all the chances I wanted to,
I would not be able to say that I ended up getting all that I wanted;
literally more than I can have, it turns out.
And although I won't be able to double USAC and Daily Bruin,
I know that what I did choose to jump into will only serve me real well.

It's been such a great start... please let the blessings only continue.


-more updates s00n because I really gotta get to work now-