one of the most trying times in my life
and instead of lifting my spirits, you try to bring them down even more

i'm so devastated

it's really just me myself and i

it's me
of course it's me

now i know why they say you need to learn to love yourself before you try to love others
if you can't accept yourself for all that you are, how can you do that for anyone else
how did i fool myself into thinking i could, for so long now

i'm as hard on everyone as i am on myself
that's why everything has been so damn difficult

love shouldn't be this hard
i'm just not ready for it

Crying Praying so hard
That I can be grounded and guided