just gotta care less

the difference is painful

how do i even begin to explain what words can't

the fray got me feeling some type of way

there are way too many ways a ldr can fail

literally have no one lmao

be careful when someone starts telling you what they're going to do someday
they didn't say all of those things would be for you and not someone else

when there's a will, there's a way
and i suppose there's no way when there's no will

time's a curse
oh how things change

i guess i wouldn't want to spend the rest of my life with me, either

you know those days when your head can't even wrap around everything that's going on and you're trying your best but everything you do and say just somehow goes wrong and nobody really gets you and your intentions get misread and your jokes turn into arguments and words turn into daggers and you're kinda just too tired to defend yourself anymore and then everything you thought you could believe in starts clouding up with doubt and you feel like everything is slipping out of your hands and your hands just go numb and you just can't fix your grip

yeah
i know those days, too

cursed with my valuation of affirmative words

what
is
the
point

of
anything

i'm trying so hard
but i'm crashing so hard

hopeless
helpless