It was only a matter of time before I would self sabotage the one good thing in my life, right
Hah
Why do I exist to ruin everything
Salty cheeks
Soaked pillows
Stinging chest
Still trying to reconcile my ideals and my shortcomings
Still trying to free myself from this heavy heart
Still, I don't know if I'm cut out for this life
Or if I'm better cut out
