do you ever forget that something even happened
and then when you remember out of nowhere,
it's like
what
i went through that?
why
dang my life sucks

if i could build myself over
i'd choose to be strong. selfish. relentless.
everything i'm not

Do some moments just ever make you pause and soak in how fake everyone kinda is
I'm trying not to burn more bridges than all those I've already, but it's hard sometimes
People surprise me all the time, even though I shouldn't feel any more shock at this point

I wish I could live a life of solitude and have it be fulfilling enough

Far too fucking familiar