i'm afraid
i'm fine
everything will be okay
please
just don't overthink

do
you
ever
just
feel
so
broken

like all wounds ever healed
resurfacing
and rehurting

If I could have a power

It'd be the power to unsee 

Old habits die hard

And even after everything,

even now that I'm happier, securer, stronger,

I still can't seem to fully shake the bad habit of comparing myself to others

When the opportunity comes, it stays