I just wanted reciprocation 

I wish you could be a little more understanding.

Is this what it's like to feel like you're fighting to be opened up to?

I am astounded by the extent to which just the thought of interaction between you and her irks me.

I still have moments where I catch myself slipping, being overly sensitive and having irrational thoughts. But all in all, I think I am getting so much better. I have gotten so much stronger. I've never felt that someone was so good for me like this before. You make me a better person. Instead of being my weakness, you are my strength. That's something so new to me. I appreciate you so much.

After the next two months, the absence may seem unbearable - but I know that loss would truly be unbearable. I'm choosing you, and I'm not sure I've ever been so sure about anything else.

This is a mess

I am a mess

Do i even wanna know

Lol wat

This is not fun, not at all.

WhooOOoOop

and just like that, the cat is out of the bag
fun, fun...

Necessary v. Proper

I don't know what I'm SUPPOSED to do/think/feel about you

I'm so, so, so scared right now

My impulses are always so dangerous

I'm scared of making a wrong move

I'm scared of making a move at all

I'm scared, scared, scared

I don't know if I WANT to do/think/feel ANYTHING about you

I'm so, so, so scared and confused

I can't really express this to anyone either

Of course that'd just fuel the rumors that much more

Why, why, why, why do I feel so conflicted?

is it even possible to keep anything lowkey anymore