You made me feel like I was worth that choice

I didn't ever believe I was, but you made me want to believe so

So what happens when you don't go through with that choice? This is what happens

I can't even begin to express my disappointment about it all

It's her, it's my past, it's you getting my hopes up for nothing, it's your oblivion, it's freaking everything that is driving me crazy and there's nothing I can freaking do because I refuse to be so selfish