Unavailable.

I don't want to be free to be taken anymore. I don't want to open up so easily anymore. I'm not going to close myself off to the rest of the world, but I'm not going to stand here with open arms either. I'm gonna keep my arms wrapped around myself, because I'm tired of looking for that acceptance and affection elsewhere. I'm tired of giving so much, and expecting to be able to take just as much; I should not need to give nor take. I need to learn to stand on my own without looking for other arms. I will learn to embrace myself, and until I do, I am very much unavailable.